twenties. we were taught at this point we are living the best years of our life, on a turning and unique point were freedom and responsability are balanced, you start living in some sort of independency and autonomy, and when you look at yourself it is not the only thing, future suddenly rushes into you. decisions begin to matter and affect what once you thought it would be untouchable, your future, the life you are going to follow after a certain point. you have always been told by the whole world what you are suppose to do, earn money, make a family and continue this life. not that long time ago, woman were suppose to not study, have their marriage and keep it no matter what; after, the family life changed once again, you would meet the person of your life on highschool and stick with it for the rest of your life, preserve family values above all. nowadays, there is a constant choice, in any gender. your future is constantly changing according to each choice that we make, sometimes you just think that is a puzzle already built and you are just putting pieces together, but maybe this is a matter of throwing the dice, maybe is about our strategy. in some way, we are in a continuous path of changing lives.

where would i be if i was not here? when you realize, there is a turning point that changes everything. maybe you made a choice, maybe you let someone make a choice. but in the end, where could i be if i had fought? where could i be if i was not weak? where could i be if i had not fought for this?

immediatly, you think about winning or losing. was it a good choice? you question your capacity, morality and who you are. am i becoming what i fight against or the dream is not enough? did i not fight enough and my life is going to fail? would i be more myself if i had made that choice?

i have passed that and all the questions come down to me. time passes by and still for a long time you are going to wonder did i make the right choice or not? did my priorities change?

if you analyze you are just questioning what you view of yourself from the outside. it seems an endless fight, in which you just analyze right or wrong, according to what you are taught.