Sometimes you are repressed by your own self-consciousness that feelings kill your strentgh

Under unreasonable doubt you fight to stay alive to resist to what turns you harmless

No doubt no fear, no nothing to loose

Do not dillusion yourself thinking something died in me when you are the only standing

As part of my equation that defines me as myself and as

Yours

I try to be fearless but i am weak each time that it comes down to

Lethal battles of cross fire and peace in which we keep tumbling down

On endless attempts to show through hiding that everything is still alive

Vital, is what describes an absence, the whole that has been lying here for (already) years

Everything through constant memories and questions without any answers

You make me feel like i am a question mark who is looking for a answer that i already had

Once upon a time seems so cruel to say without having a happy ever after

Under all this untouchable life full of skins you are the original one

Inside full of scratches that you did not do

Neither did i let you help me heal

Time passes by and my life still goes back to you (my turning point)

Hope was never meant for me

Ending seems like my state of being, creating rupture to survive

My days are still restless without your permanent word in my ears

Or even in the tip of my fingers as it always was

Run, run, i am not safe and if in some point i was, i was still about to come to myself

No, i am not what you knew

I am someone else but still the one which

Never forgot you and never stopped loving you i am just the

Girl that let you go away over and over again because is too afraid of breaking it again.